Tamat Program Matrikulasi 16/17

Assalamualaikum and Hello!

Finally I have something to talk about for my first post. So, here goes:

It's 20th of June 2017. Harini dapat result PSPM 2. I don't usually get nervous bila ada occassion penting, most of the time last minute baru nervous like 1 hour before? Tapi tah pehal kalini 7 hours before dah berdebar-debar. But then I went to sleep. Then, I woke up for sahur, tidur balik and woke up 30 minutes before 10. And by that time I was dead nervous fuhhh

Mengenangkan result semester 1 yang not bad, I can't help but to put my hope a lil bit higher than usual. I don't usually put a very high expectation, so, when my result exceeds my  expectation,  I am very grateful though kat mata orang beshe-beshe je. But this time I was a tad bit, just a taaad bit disappointed with my result. I mean I could've done better though but I am still grateful. I have no one else to blame but me. But I try to look from a different light, I try to be positive which is janji lepas syarat untuk course yang I nak hihu

Looking back, I can say that I've been through a lot during my 10 months of being a matriculation's student. I lost someone I love and hold dearly, I met new people, I made new friends, I made new crush and a lot at that haha. Life in matriculation is basically consists of never-ending work, constant stress, sleepless night, neglecting your meal since you are too focused in doing your work (i rarely did that), group work yg 70% aku sorang je yang buat because my teammates are full of excuses (but i love my classmates), feeling motivated and energetic just by looking at your crush (it really works!), sleeping during lecture ( i did this a lot during the first semester) and many more. Above all, I had the best memories here.

I contemplated giving up so many times tapi dalam mimpi jela nak buat camni. I think it's normal when you have to juggle with so many things all at once. But what keeps me motivated aside from my crush(es) :p are my family's hope, my friends, my roommates, monthly allowance and most importantly my dreams.